Lord...You have brought me to a place
where you are utterly inexpressible. I have spent my whole Christian life trying
and longing to share you according to how I perceive you, with my own
understanding, my own feelings, my own set of values and
convictions...
I thought that I was walking in the
way you had chosen for me...walking in your Spirit...
Until now...
How could I possibly think to express
what is Your Devine Spirit, out of my own spirit? To manifest your Devine nature out of my carnal
nature?
"Eye has not seen, ear has not heard,
neither has it entered into the heart of man, the things that you have prepared
for us my Lord."
In my heart there is such a longing
for the knowledge of you, your will and purpose...for me...your church...your
bride.
From the time I became your own...I've
desired to express through my life, my faith, and my testimony in service and
love...to tell how you have replaced my fears and doubts with faith, hope, and
confidence in your Word. How you have given me joy that the world never gives,
in place of deep sorrow and despair.
Yes Lord...I have tried to express the
inexpressible..and now I can do nothing but fall before you and confess my
ignorant zeal...my proselytizing in my own spirit...
Oh Lord forgive me...do whatever it
takes to empty me out of dead works...fill me with your Spirit Word that brings,
joy, comfort, peace, deliverance, and healing and the very Life of Your
Salvation to the hearer...
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