I LOVE YOU HILDA

I'M PRAYING THAT YOU VISIT THIS BLOG POST...I'VE ASKED THE LORD TO BRING YOU HERE...

YOU SLIPPED AWAY WITH NO EXPLANATION...AND NOT THAT YOU HAD TO...

BUT I CARE THATYOU ARE OK...I CARE IF YOU ARE HURTING...OR IF MAYBE I SAID SOMETHING THAT MAY HAVEOFFENDED YOU...OR WASN'T THERE FOR YOU LIKE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN...

SO MANY THINGS GO THROUGH MY MIND...

TODAY, WAS A TERRIBLE DAY FOR ME...LIKE A TORNADO THAT CAME OUT OF NO WHERE, AND KNOCKED ME RIGHT OFF OF MY FEET...I WAS STRIPPED NAKED...MY SPIRIT WAS LAYED BARE...AND I SAW THINGS IN ME THAT EVEN NOW WOULD DESTROY ME...IF IT WASN'T FOR THE ONLY ONE THAT I CAN TRUST TO HELP ME...

AND YOU AND I BOTH KNOW HOW THE ENEMY CAN TEAR YOU TO PIECES WITH SELF-CONDEMNATION...AND BELITTLE THE POWER OF GOD TO GIVE US VICTORY OVER OUR SIN, THE FLESH AND THE DEVIL...
STRANGE...BUT WHEN THIS HAPPENS...NO ONE UNDERSTANDS LIKE JESUS...IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT IT IS...OUR HEALTH...FINANCES...FRIENDS...FAMILIES...
THE WORST ENEMY IS OUR OWN SELVES...WE BEAT OURSELVES UP LIKE NO ONE ELSE...

RIGHT NOW I THINK MY HEART IS BREAKING...BECAUSE I MISS NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE YOU TOTALK THESE THINGS OVER WITH...YOU AND I ARE ALIKE IN SO MANY WAYS...AND I FEEL SAFE INSHARING WHAT IS IN AND ON MY HEART...BUT SOMEHOW I FEEL THAT YOU NEED A FRIEND RIGHT NOW...

I'VE WANTED TO BE THERE FOR YOU...FORGIVE ME IF I FAILED...BUT YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS ONLY ONE WHO WILL NEVER FAIL US...PERHAPS THAT'S WHY YOU SLIPPED AWAY...TO BE WITH HIM...ALONETHAT I UNDERSTAND COMPLETELY....COMPLETELY

SO I AM GOING TO LET YOU GO...KNOWING HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED...AND THAT THE LORD WILL COMFORT AND GUIDE YOU...HE WILL SUPPLY YOUR EVERY NEED...

LORD...ENFOLD DEAR HILDA...LET HER FEEL THE LOVE THAT COMES FROM HOLY SPIRIT...HOLY SPIRIT COMFORT HER...HELP HER...SPEAK PEACE TO HER...ENCOURAGE HER...GUIDE HER...PROTECT HER...HEAL HER AND MAKE HER WHOLE...SHE LOVES YOU LORD...WITH ALL OF HER HEART...SHE LONGS FOR YOU LIKE A BRIDE...

SHE IS BEAUTIFUL IN YOUR SIGHT...LET HER KNOW IT...THIS I ASK IN YOUR LOVING NAME...FOR YOU ARE FULL OF MERCY AND GRACE...
HILDA YOU AREN'T YOUR OWN...AND HE KEEPS HIS SHEEP...INSPITE OF THEMSELVES...

IF YOU HEAR A LOUD...BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
IT'S JUST ME...LETTING YOU KNOW THAT THERE'S A SHEEP FRIEND THAT LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU, AND IS PRAYING FOR YOU..........................ALWAYS AND ALWAYS.....................SIS jOYetta